In a Funk

Well I have killer heartburn and I can't sleep. What else is there to do but blog?

So I feel like I'm in a blogging funk, and it seems to be going around. My only blog posts are about being pregnant or about the kiddo really. I don't know if it's just that my life is too much about those things or if I'm really that boring. =) Hard part is that I feel like I have one maybe two readers anyway... and this is mostly so that my kiddos can go back and read about themselves some day right so why not just write about them all the time? I don't really know where I'm going with this either so bare with me here. I wish I was more of a creative writer and had some better ideas/random blog posts. But alas, I'm not. I love reading other peoples blogs though, and sometimes I get ideas from them but never follow through. Like my SIL posting about her bucket list. Made me think what I would want to put on mine and I sorta started one but never finished it or posted it for that matter.
Or another girl's blog that I read recently talked about stay at home moms and I guess she got a lot of flack for it. I never posts blogs like that and maybe I should? BTW my thoughts on that issue is everyone does what is best for their family and for me it was to stay home. I've said this to some people but when I was little I never imagined myself as a teacher or said someday when I grow up I want to be a dancer or whatever little girls usually say. I always knew that what I wanted most was to be a mommy. I knew that I would do whatever it took to be home with my kiddos. Sure if push came to shove I'd get a job, but I would hate every minute I was working away from my babies. I love being home and being a part of what makes Natalia tick. Some days are harder then others, but I wouldn't trade it for the world. I'm so lucky that we are in a situation that allows me to stay home financially. I know that. But I also don't think less of anyone who does work because I know they are doing what is best for them.
We had a really interesting weekend this weekend. Not really sure if it's something I'll ever blog about because it was pretty personal. But, it really taught us a lot... it was definitely a learning experience. I also feel that Charlie and I are strong enough in our marriage that we can get through anything and so although our situation could totally suck we will make the best of it now and appreciate things later on. That probably makes no sense what so ever, but I felt like I needed to say it.
Anyway, those are just a couple of things that have been on my mind lately. I wish I was more exciting... maybe I would get more readers that way? =) Oh well, hello and goodnight to my two readers.